scared-a-lot

When I look in your eyes I see a cold hearted-soul How could you do this to me How could you leave me in the cold I gave everything to you My heart, My soul, My love, And you misused it Mistreated it Like it was nothing at all Torn me in half When you said You wanted to be just friends I didn't understand But now i understand That you just want to be friends And that you want her and not me That you want to be just friends Cause that's all we will ever be I will always be the one that comes in 2nd place Always the girl that will never win the race I want you so bad Why can't you want me back I need you She

When you see me in the hall Don't talk to me If you see me crying Know it's because of you When you left it was like everything in the world turned black And you took my life and soul out of me I feel like nothing anymore You completed me I feel so alone with nobody to go home to At night when i dial 6 numbers just to hang up the phone And I want to give you a second chance but i dont want to get hurt again When i look like im sad Its because i am When i am crying Just remember its all because Of YOU!

So alone Dont know where to turn Then i see your baby blue eyes And i get lost and i wonder why i cant love you i wont love you you have broken my heart to many times i wont, i cant yet it is so hard i still have the picture you gave me 2 years ago we looked so happy you were holding me in your arms you had just told me you loved me all the world was at peace except my heart it was crushed by your beating during the night i tried to fight back and you pushed and slapped me harder i cried for help and you laughed in my face i felt so alone as i do now and to this day i wouldnt take back anything i have ever done

He was walking her home And holding her hand And the way she smiled It stole the breath right out of him Down that old, dusty road With the stars up above He remembers where he was The night he fell in love He was walking her home On that old, dusty road.

I tell you good night Thinking it is alright Then you turn away Without a word to say I get worried and scared When you tell me that you don't care Why would you lead me on Then I turn around and you're gone What the hell is it funny to you It is all a joke to you Are my feelings worthless Do they mean nothing to you Did you break my heart Because i wouldn't give it up to you No Then why Do you enjoy seeing me in pain Cause that;s what it is right now And it's all bacause of you All because of you You stupid boy.

We were 13 He was walking me home It was cold on a dark night He was holding my hand I had his jacket draped over me He stopped and that's when it happened I got my first kiss The moment felt like it had lasted for a lifetime I was so happy after that i squealed And he laughed at me Told me i was cute Told me i was his one and only Now we are 16 and still going strong And every time I look in his eyes I remember that night When he was holding me tight The moment was right And he kissed me

As I sit here thinking About every cut on my arm Thinking about all the day I've spent crying I didn't see how it could do any harm A little cut here and there Maybe bleed once in a while I dont know why anyone cares Oh well it doesnt matter cause now i am Dead.

I hide in a world A world of my own Where I am an artist my canvas is my arm My brush is my blade I always "paint" When I feel the need for pain Cover them up so noone can see Behing my green sweater I bleed The teachers notice Yet ask no questions I think they are scared Of the real answers They don't want to believe me Yet my scars don't lie Of my past I tell them I have nothing to hide And still noone understands

I feel like a puppet In a kids show Everyone pulling my strings Trying to get me to talk They all end up fighting So I run and hide Once again I cut Deeper and Deeper each time Till I am left dangling My strings broken Cause everyone gave up And noone cared enough.

No one understands me I'm all alone These tears I cry are silent Every good thing I do Ends in disaster I don't want pity I want friends

The broken child sat on the bloodied floor, this wasn't new she'd done this before. A quick drag, she grabs a rag. Its all done, noticed by no one. She sits in the dark, doesn't bother to even hide the mark. Young and alone, locked away in what is supposed to be home. Tears in her eyes, she uses anger as her disguise. She knows they hate her, but its still yes m'am, no sir. The bruises are her marks of love, from below to above. No food, no drink, no tub, no sink. They say that she has been to bad, so they took everything she ever had. They took her love and stole her life, they inflicted the pain, they gave her the knife

Cut me sweetly Cut me nice Cut me deeply Take my life Cut me early Cut me late Cut me now Don't make me wait Cut me sleepy Cut me dead Cut me Make the World go red Cut me if you Want to help Cut me or I'll cut myself

Wrist cutter, sleep sound tonight Wrap your wrists in band aids tight Cover them with bracelets many Lie to those who ask, if any Wrist cutter, smile at your addiction Loving the self infliction Never regret your healing wounds And listen to some Gothic tunes Wrist cutter, act happy on the outside Even if your screaming on the inside Just pretend for those who love you most And be greatful for those who hold you close Wrist cutter, write a poem long And cry every time you hear your song Don't forget to cover scars And wish so deeply on the stars Wrist cutter, do not listen to ignorance Enjoy every moment with your friends Ne

I need an outlet. the pain inside is killing me. I need a way to just let it out. I'm so overwhelmed. I need the pain to go from the inside to the outside, using my skin and blood to cover my wounded heart.

Do you think it would be ok If i got out my blade tonight? I'd like to make another scar Just to make it feel alright Would you mind if i hid it I'd wear long sleeves, you'd never know It'd be my secret i promise My pain will never be on show Would it really bother you If i tore my skin apart? Just once more is all i need To help heal my broken heart Do you think you'd get over it Just forget all my pain I promise its ok if You just look the other way Would it be alright with you If i made several little slits? My blade surely misses me And my skin itches around my wrists Just one little cut wouldn't hurt Please just give

Tonight I cut my wrist, It made me feel so good; Tonight I cut my wrist, Because I know I never should. Tonight I cut my wrist, It hurts but I’m in control; Tonight I cut my wrist, But I didn’t cut my soul. Tonight I cut my wrist, On death I’ve started to advance; Tonight I cut my wrist, I’d do it again if given the chance. Tonight I cut my wrist, No one believed that I would do it; Tonight I cut my wrist, It was my last chance on life and I blew it. Tonight I cut my wrist, Blood oozes down my arm; Tonight I cut my wrist, But it didn’t do any harm. Tonight I cut my wrist, My blood mixes with my te